Phantomhive

2010-06-25T03:22:00.000-07:00

Hello.
A final update before the school starts. -although i said i quitted blogging-
Still rushing out homework of course.
And, sad to say.
But Im currently very displeased + upset + dislike someone's behaviour.
Starts with a M.
I know she knows what im talking about, naturally.

Anyway.
:]
Just wanted to wish everybody good luck!
And dont be too obsessed with things.
Somethings can never ever be forced upon someone's will.
:]
And people!
Live everyday like the best day ever alright!
:D
Okay.
Goodbyeeee. -forever-

[.ps: I might still tag at the tagboard :3 but no more posts. ^ ^]

2010-06-19T03:32:00.000-07:00

Annyounghaseyo.
For now, I would like to leave this blog, as well as everything behind and start a new chapter of my life.
(:
Over the years, many people has changed into who they are today.
But somehow, many have just forgotten who they really are.
Im setting up another blog, somewhere out there, that only one friend of mine knows. (:
So, people.
Let's just take it that i've officially quitted blogging alright?
Thanks for all those who posted, goodbye.
For those who hates/ dislikes my current behaviour.
Then im sorry.
I admit i was sometimes being rude.
And sometimes also being unthinkingly unthinkable.
And sometimes inconsiderate.
I admit, and what about yourselves?
I dont wish to pinpoint anyone, but nowadays majority of everyone has disappointed me.
._.
Therefore, people!
Just take it that i migrated or something already, alright?
If you want to chat with me , you still can.
LANDAI.1809@HOTMAIL.COM
(:
Goodbye, for now.

2010-06-18T07:20:00.001-07:00

Officially deserting this blog for another soon.
(:
I want a new lease of life!
A new start, so it means new things.
byebye

2010-06-16T07:16:00.000-07:00

Annyoung haseyo.
:]
Took this a few days back.
Was reminded of someone justnow by twin.
._.

After so many years, i still feel so guilty.
Maybe, just maybe if I never did that to him.
He might not have quitted school, quitted his passion to dancing.
And he might also have not gone back to smoking, and even dyeing his hair to THAT colour.

Sometimes, when a person just does something wrong for once.
Just once, and that certain person would regret it forever.
And I mean really forever, for as long as that certain someone shall live. ):
Live in guilt and drowned in sadness whenever reminded by that matter.
Sigh.

I think, only NatWY knows what i mean. :o

Sigh.
If I could turn back the time now, I really would not, wouldnt even hestitate to even think about doing that wrong move again.
._.

ALRIGHT.

NOW.
FOR.
THE.
HAPPY.
NEWS.
(:

Taeyang;s second album is coming out.
Titled, SOLAR.
Deluxe edition, with 11 songs and 2 additional bonus song tracks.
(:
Do support him!
Haha.
It's releasing on 1st July 2010.

So, people.
For my birthday, you can just get me that album and i would be very happy. (:
Kidding!

Okay.
Byebye.

2010-06-14T05:32:00.000-07:00

Annyounghaseyo. (:
Got woken up by Ben first thing in the morning.
Told him im not going to the AEM/ ABM, then kap!ped his call.
And then Mr Tan SL called me again.
-___________-
So out of courtesy, i went.
In the end I realised it was not that professional as i thought it to be.
:o
But still.
I should be able to get my certificate.
(;

Going to the Mint museum tomorrow.
:o
It's quite a small one. ._.
But would do.
(:

Aesthetics night was not that great.
._.
Sigh.
I dont think that i would want to care about my section anymore.
NOT with THESE kinds of people in it.
Im not saying all are like that, but maybe one or two.
Those suckish people should just be kicked in their ass and thrown to jail.
Inconsiderate, Throwing tantrums. pushing own's faults and blaming them on someone else.
Is this what i should see ?
Is this the spirit that we should have?
I dont know.
LOL.
That's what i see, saw .

Alright.
Let's change topics.
I got to go at 9pm.
Uhhhhh.
Hehe.
I've skipped almost all maths tuition for this month already.
._.
Holidays are more hectic than normal schooldays!
:/
Sighhhh.

Returning concert ticket to siuhui.

You know, sometimes one is just so sick and tired of everything and in the end, everything and anything doesnt matter much to them anymore.
._.
Just like a lyric goes,
Sometimes we cant even see things that are just near us.
Or at least that's somehow like somewhat it goes?
Zee.
What crap am i talking now.
._.

okay.
Clarifice is going off to be busy and running along now.
Takecare, people.
(:
Special thanks to NATwy for the 'consulting' services.
:D
Annyounghikyeseyo!
[p.s: Currently i can only read hangul but dont know what they mean. @______n]

2010-06-06T06:57:00.000-07:00

Annyounghaseyo.
Komawayo, to those that tagged me and especially, those that encouraged me to move on during these hard times.
:)

Bought Blingbling today with siuhui at SSC.
Just nice.
;]
And it's getting lae, so i have to be very quick.
Aesthetics night is coming, and im sad to say, but co still sucks like shit.
._.
So dissappointed.
What's up with co nowadays?
all the stupid attitudes, i just hate to go to co now.
._.
Cant find back the feelings that i once had.

all right.
ending with this fat picture of my FAT hand in the BG.
:D
Annyounghi kyeseyo!
Once again, komawoyo,
:DD

-cries-

2010-05-20T23:54:00.000-07:00

Hi.
OMO.
http://cfile6.uf.tistory.com/image/152FD6044BF549CE1C98D4
Is it just me, or am i seeing beard and moustache?!
that's shocking.
I would still prefer it if he SHAVED.
It would definitely look way better.
With those tufts of bristles around it looks like he is an ahpeh!
Not that ahpeh, i meant.
But still.
OMO.
._.
-SHOCKS-

2010-05-20T07:14:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Starting to learn korean words recently.
Can side read abit now.
(:

Went to siuhui's house today.
Didnt buy th presents.
In the end, spilled my remaining pasta on my lap.
Z.

So unglam.
Now using siuhui's other laptop.
Tomorrow going to see laptops at Courts.
LOL.
Maybe not.
Maybe, she will just go back on her words again.
Huh.
Some people are not to be trusted.

Updated myself on ATY, his recent activities today.
Cool.
:D
So now he will have TWO iTouchies.
(:

And people, for the nicest, best heart stopping moment:

Tell me goodbye from Bigbang,

It's the best song i've ever heard.

x3's

Crap.
I still have Chem re-test tomorrow???
._.

sigh.
hope tomorrow would be a SHORT day for me.
(:
And HOPE i can get a new laptop.
ASAP.

Prince of persia is showing soon.
SHREK showed yesterday.
And I still havent watched The Last Song yet.
Anybody wants to watch any of the movies?
CONTACT ME.
:D

Aesthetics night is coming.
Going to be busy, sure as hell i am .
At all costs, im going to.
REJECT BEING THE PRINCIPAL.
Actually, i would FREAK out.
Told Shermaine that i wont and dont want to be.
She said yes.
But i think its only for now.
-_-
When the time is ripe, i'll BET she will put me as Principal.
and i would still REJECT.
._.
STRESS.

interview for japan trip is next monday or tuesday.
double stress.
chem test tomorrow, triple stressed.
Dadm meeting with Mr Kumar on next Friday[?] ,SUPER FRIPLED STRESSED.

And guess what.
I took my mc, and went home then realised that the doc gave it as on yesterday, not for today.
._.

Getting IC soon.

I dont really know how to talk in a whole chunk today, so i just typed down whatever i thought of in my mind.
Alright.
Its getting late!
Time to sign off.

2010-05-09T22:42:00.000-07:00

Annyeong haseyo.

Today was the last paper.

Lost 9 marks.

-bangs wall-

._.

-jumps walls-

eeh.

Thought about sharin some nice and delicious[some] photos i found on the internet.

Because...

It's time to indulge on ourselves!

-drum rolls......-

TADA:

TIRAMISU,

teddy bear Tiramisu.

COFFEE: latte art

straight lines. :]

nice flower. (:

the making of a latte?

sophisticated yet basic style.

cute teddy. but too floffy? :o

stars. seems easy to make. :]

nice and sharp, accurate piece of art. -claps-

2010-05-08T01:37:00.000-07:00

Annyeonghaseyo.
Komawayo, those who encouraged me on during this period of time.
Special thanks to Yisuan eobonni and Clicque.
(:

Watched a movie at JP called :'Ice Kachang Puppy Love' today.
It depicts a male lead called Botak.
And the female lead called 'Da Jia Yu'. or otherwise fighting fish in english.
Its most probably filmed in Malaysia.
:]

So far, I've done my utmost best for all my papers, but as for the results, well, lets just wait for it to come out.
Even i am not sure what i would get.
But it cant be that bad.
Overall, I mean.
:]

Tuesday, was the day that my Nanna left this earth.
The 49th day of her passing on.

Checked ATY just now, and saw that Yb is..
I dont know how to say.
But if one day realise i dont have the ability to have the affinity anymore, and that is, not me arraying first.
Then I would just move on in life.

Hm.
Aesthetics night is coming righttttt up !
Those who are coming, look out for me. :D
Im definitely going to be at the first few of my section.
-_-
Currently everything in my section is so messed up that i dont even want to bother much anymore.

Alright.
Im trying to look for barista basics books.
And design books as well.
Those who wants to get me a birthday present, you might want to consider getting me a book?
Provided that by that time no one else or i have it yet.
(:

Not much people are online anymore.
I guess, people are just moving on in life?
Not using computer for quite a long period of time, I've gotten used to it naturally.
So maybe, if i do get a laptop in the future, I would just use it for my admin use.
:D

Regarding the previously results/ My finance matters:
I would only like to clarify one thing, and that is, I do not try to save money for the sake of saving, Im actually saving for my targeted 4-5 year plans ahread.
If you dont believe me, you can ask Clique.
If there are people with some misconceptions around, then well, i shall leave it up to you to believe it or not.

Sure, being candid and straightforward is good.
Yet, too much of it isnt good either.
Trying to sound that i am very desperate for money and that im such a kind of person doesnt help at all.

Ever since the death of my nanna, the impact and all didnt really got registered in my mind until like, almost a month of her passing.
Gradually, I got to realise more and more things.
Fightings, quarellings, all these unhappy moments are just not meaningful in anyway.
I know i know.
I shouldnt reconnoir on the past.
Life is merely just a life.
Once we pass on, there's nothing with us.
No money, no nothing.
If we bring on our hatred, anger and all to our next stage of world, what's the point?

In this world, I hate to say it, but many people are distraught/ infatuated with hatred, greediness, and anger, that they could no longer discern between their needs and wants.
Im not going to hide it, but some thoughts of suicide has passed my mind before, and that's when i got so depressed i asked Clique some things.
She should know about it.
(:

Only through fear, do we get realisation.
Only through stress, do we get relaxation.
Only through sadness, do we understand and truly feel, happiness.
Only through being lots of downs, do we then get the ups in our lives.

Only through all the bad things in life, can we get up on our two feet again.
Only by casting aside your jealousy, hatred, stubborn-ess, anger, can you fully and truly feel happiness, peace, freedom, relaxed.

On to another topic.
Myes are going to be over soon.
Ever wondered what you can/ are going to do?
I have no idea either.
:]

Maybe, im going to try for piano lessons, composing songs and singing them.
:)

Only knew through siuhui yesterday that J.bieber broke his voice.
FINALLY.
(;

Card went out of money once again.
Z.
Okay.
There's still one more paper left.
Maths paper 1!
And im free.
Haha.

Currently: Learning Hangul, starting with its vowels.
:)

And thence, its time to bid goodbye.
Annyeonghi kyeseyo.
(:

2010-03-20T12:24:00.000-07:00

Annyeonghaseyo.

Quite fun but tiring day today.

Woke at 2+pm.

Nearly 3pm.

Rushed to funeral site.

Changed, ate a big bun and two eggs.

Ran down.

Sat with Jasmine.

Not the Jasmines from register 4 and 6!

After that.

Sat with Lengleng and Beebee.

Folded papers again.

Hand kept trembling today.

Lack of sleep.

Today, which is later.

Is the cremation day.

Sigh.

._.

Tomorrow as usual, everybody is going to be present except for Ahboy.

LOL.

Dont know his real name.

-_-

Im intending to sleep on the floor today.

My bed is too comfy for my own good.

Waking up at 6/7am.

Five days passed by so quickly.

As a form of respect for my Grandma, I've decided not to eat dinner for at least one week.

Rejecting all lunch invitations!

Wether if it's from me, guanyi, sp or who.

Made my stand clear today.

Wont eat wont eat at pizzahut!

ONLY foodcourt.

(;

Save money. ._.

Working hard starting from later on.

That is, after my long good sleep after the funeral.

It's 3.23 am now.

Tired.

Tomorrow, Im ascertained im bound to cry again when they push her body to burn.

Sigh.

._.

Oh well.

Goodnight and goodmorning, Hyungs and dongsaengs! :D

2010-03-19T11:10:00.000-07:00

Annyeonghaseyo!
Seriously reached my limit today.
._.
My cousin's friend saw Grandma today!
(:

So elated and reassured[?] that she is present around us, even though we cant see her.
.___.

Didnt sleep for 20 hours straight.
Slept for 23 hours.
.______________.
Audi is still not able to be played.
-_-
What are the use of the GMs and etc when they cant even handle the audition patch and files?
Just end the game will do.
LOL kidding.

Still not done with History, S.s, DnT and English.
Oh my.
Talked to Beebee on Fb just now.
LOL.
Taught her how to display the smiley face.
MY PLEASURE.
:D
Smileys are my FAVOURITE things to teach!

Haha.
Okay.
Seriously.
Too.
Tired.
Only slept for three hours for 48 hours!
._.
Wondering if i should go for MCo in the morning?
I can even WALK there.
But nah.
Too troublesome.
._.

Annyeongkhihaseyo eobonnis, hyungs, dongsaengs and many more.

2010-03-19T01:03:00.001-07:00

Btw ben the FRANKS.
I dont think i have your new number.
Msg me if you see this post yea.
Or get my number from siuhui.
:]
Okay.
Byebye.
Remember to visit me in the hospital.
x]

2010-03-19T00:58:00.000-07:00

Annyeong, Hyungs, dongsaengs& Eobonnis.
._.
Folded funeral paper ingots since yesterday afternoon till today morning 1.30am.
Slept at 3am.
Woke at 6+am.
Ate breakfast with Megan Eobonni.

Met Casing CUTIE at the interchange.
Went to school for maths remedial together.
Teacher kept talking about me.
Ask me maths question.
Ask me my name and how to write it out.
Took the newspaper to my desk and hit the duster.
Then called yangzhan to take me to zhan.
LOL.
-_-

Went to cwp with Shenyu, Sophia, Germaine and Candice.
My god.
The moment sophia and candice saw me, called me Xiao lan lan.
-_______________-
Went to the pasar malam nearby and took a quick walk in there.
Then they saw the Breadtalk morning Breakfast offer.
Ran there to get their bread.
LOL.

Got abit bored and stomachache was starting.
Bid goodbye and went to Library myself.
While I was looking for chinese storybooks, lifted my head and.
Oh, my.
To my horrors I saw Sarah the SHIT2.
:D

Dragged me to the toilet!
again.
-_-
Then dragged me to sit with her, Huimin and Angelica if im not wrong. :]
Thereafter, continued to look for my books.
And sat down to read them.

When Sarah and co. left, Megan arrived soon after.
Showed her the comic book.
Wanted to borrow.
Removed her sticker on the front of her ez-link and stuck it to the p.e tee.

Had my lunch and dinner at pizzahut.
Went home after that.
(;

Asked that oldguy to wake me up at 4.10pm.
Said no.
So im not going to sleep for at least another..
75hours?
Im not sure.
Around there, im sure.

If i faint, I would welcome everyone to come visit me in the hospital yea.
(:
Alright.
Too tired to type too.
Reached my limits.
Currently.
Slept for three hours, stomachache, headache, hand PAIN.
and back pain.
Sigh.

Cant even afford to take a nap.
Going off in ten minute's time.
(:
Watching some Youtube videos now.
Annyeongkhihaseyo, hyungs, dongsaengs, eobonnis, samchons, oppas. ._.

2010-03-17T05:02:00.001-07:00

Annyeonghaseyo.
Today early morning, my Grandma died.
:]
Going to take a quick bath then go back to the funeral again.
goodbye.

2010-03-15T06:35:00.000-07:00

Annyeong.
:D

Went out with Wy, Weili, and weili's two friends, one chinese and one malay today.
Funnnnnn.
Went to visit the Egypt Exhibition. (:
Saw lots of things quite up-close.
And there was a clip on how they mummified the mummies.
Saw mummies up close too.
And saw lines taken from 'The Book Of The Dead'.
There's even a mummified Crocodile and a mummified bird.
Then there's the jeweleries that persons wore.
And an x-ray picture of a dead woman mummy with two dead babies, that were born dead before or after their births and might have been twins.
:]
Poor little things.
._.

Saw a mummy only wrapped with the cloth and not their casing.
And four bottles.
Not really bottles, but a storage thing to store different main organs of a mummy.
(:

And saw the inside of a mummy coffin.
AND.
Alot of Sphinxes in different forms.
Made of different stones.
:)
Quite a cool trip today.

After that, we went on and took lots of pictures around the place.
Looked at other exhibits too.
:D
Kept taking pictures !
Haha.
:D

Went to a plastic exhibition.
There was a plastic bag called 'Gold Cock brand'. -_-
And thereafter we went to the exhibit on foods like Laksa, char kway teow.
Went further in and there was something for use to smell different food/ spices.
my god, all of them smelled so nasty!
._.
-pukes-

After that, we took a rest as we waited for the rain to stop drizzling at the nearby black coloured cooling stone seats.
There was a row of red coloured spiky huge lights that swung about above our heads as we went past them.
(;

After that we walked to Plaza Sing and had lunch at Long John's.
Walked around.
Then walked to Orchard.
:D

Walked around too.
Had a Caramel Frappe after that.
And went home!
:D

Took many pictures today.
:D:D:D:D
The exhibit place, was like a church.
With spiral staircase.
And wooden planked floors.
And, white colour walls like church!
:D
The stairs were majestic looking as well.
:D
HAPPY DAYYYYYY.
x]

Probably, Im going to ECP next sunday.
For biking.
:D
So maybe for the bridge rolling stuff or Wii-ing at meg's house, it will take place at tomorrow, wednesday or/ and saturday?
(:
Okay.
._.
Signing off.

Annyeongkhihaseyo.
:D

2010-03-06T23:12:00.000-08:00

Hello People. :D
Had a fun but tiring outing yesterday.
Watched Alice In Wonderland in 3D.
It was Fabutastic!
:D

Ending was quite sad though.
But it's alright.
:D
Here's a few pictures taken yesterday.

CHOPPERS! :D

Saw these at Comics Connection. :D

Our ICE CREAMS.

Mine is the Brown Belgium Choc Chips.

Hers was a ..

Im not sure, Contains some RUM I guess.

$10 for 2 -_-

Had our lunch at Burger King.

She ate a burger, fries and coke or something very gassy.

Me?

A turkey ham Croissan'Which' ad a small cup of Iced Milo for $3.95. :D

Gave all the turkey ham to her.

Settled for the cheese and veggies.

CANDID SHOT!

She would DEFINITELY kill me for this. (:

Random pic of the day.

OMO.

Who is this person?

-blinks-

Last picture taken for the day.

Okay.

There's still DnT Product modelling drawing, modelling, dimensions, research, ideation to touch up on.

And S.S essay on divided loyalties.

AND maths test next week.

P.E tomorrow.

Lol.

What a huge mountain of things to do.

OH.

Before I forget.

CLASH OF THE TITANS! :D

and...

PRINCE OF PERSIA. The sands of time.

These two seems nice. :D

Those who wants to go ask me along too!

Haha.

Okay.

Going to complete my huge tasks . ._.

-CLARINE. :D

2010-03-01T03:20:00.000-08:00

Hello.
English failed by one mark.
Physics failed by two marks.
-.-

Started talking to her today.
Not bad.

Ignoring that guy.
Keeps talking crap. -.-
Saw Sammuel at the int just now.
And to avoid him I had to take another bus.
Almost died of heatstroke.
While I was closing the window because it was raining just now, My skin got caught in the window slider.
And I had to slide back to release it.
Pain.
My face, as if it isnt enough flat as it already is, almost became a piece of roti prata.
When I was replying megan's message, the bus suddenly jolted and turned a sharp turn.
Face almost smacked right into the glass exit door.
Unglam!

Having ODAC run tomorrow.
Skipping recess.
Running in uniform.
God, kill me please.
._.

Okay.
Not going to talk anymore.
Tired.
Slept all the way during Chem today.
Somehow, I just anti her voice for no reason.
._.
Okay.

AAnnyeongkhi haseyo. :]

2010-02-26T02:31:00.000-08:00

Annyeong haseyo people.
:D

Got two results back today.
Both flunked.
Let's PRAY hard and hope that I wont flunk any more subjects.
._.

Carried DnT home today.
The workbook, textbook and Pvc file.
Left hand cant move now. :/

And I miss Muttons!
Dont know where they went.
Going to megan's house tomorrow with Boss after Boss finished her PT work.
:D

Went to have lunch cum our crew outing just now at Pizzahut.
Ate a baked pasta.
It was nice.
:D

And went to the toilet, before bidding Boss goodbye.
Thereafter, me and Meg went to the Library to do our DnT.
When we were starting to do the DnT Research, Meg suddenly suggested to buy glue.
Ran out of it.
So we packed our bags and carried all those heavy stuffs back to cwp's popular just to buy glue.
-.-
Pathetic isnt it.
In the end I also bought one for myself.
And a marker pen too.
:D
Me and meg bought a BIG and HUMONGOUS one.
Bostik glue, $3.10 ea.
:D

THAT, we figured, should last us and the class for awhile. :)
Tomorrow after we reached Megan's home, we would go be a Door to Door Salesman!
:D

Oh yes.
Mr Kumar said: "I am a vending machine." today.
And he repeated that sentence alot of times.
HAHA!
:D
It was so funny, we kept laughing and laughing and laughing non-stop.
;)

And to that, I think I shall end my post here.
With love to Youngbae (:

Annyeongkhi Haseyo.
:D

Set and determined my path ahead.
Decided to get promoted to sec Four Express next year, graduate as well as Sookmin and Heping.
Then on the day after my O levels, dump everything aside and start working at starbucks!
And after work will find people to go attend Korean Language Course with me. (:
When I get into a decent poly [SP], I would try my hard to do my best in everything.
Of course, Working on weekend at Starbucks.
Thereafter, when I graduate and if Youngbae hasnt found his other half apple yet, I shall go and find him. (:
Im confident of that.

So now there leaves this major questions where, in time, would soon reveal its answer:
"Will he be mine?"

Its a tiring path, but its going to be okay.
:D
Goodbye.

2010-02-25T04:55:00.000-08:00

Annyeong haseyo. :D

Saw one film on Yb's past .

A sort of Documentary.

Sad.ed when he went to the hospital to see his gramps .

Saw another one too.

He talked about lots of things on the radio station . (:

For one thing that I've heard ever so clearly in my whole life,

He said:

Im not doing this to show off or something..

But I am searching for someone.

And he also mentioned that:

He hopes that his ideal one is a good listener,

Innocent looking,

Shorter than him.

And also one who knows how to dress herself up.

And his favourite nickname that is given by his fans is actually ' Hip Hop Fairy'.

The DJ of that station also cracked many jokes too.

Common test are officially over.

So now that leaves the results and the Dnt research+ Survey+ Ideation+ Definition and many moree. (:

For now, let's just pray that I passed every subject. ._.

Not going to procrastinate any further from march holidays onwards!

Need to buck up for my Barista and not to waste another year in school.

Running 2.4km trial on next monday.

Alright, I have to go now.

Annyeongkhihaseyo. :D

2010-02-22T02:55:00.000-08:00

An nyeong haseyo.
:D

Today things started from worst, to bad, then finally to marvellous.
:]
First was the P.e to deal with.
Everybody walked and took their time.
Then was the sit ups.
Partnered with casing!
:D
So funny.
She cheated.
Then when it was her turn to do sit ups.
First count : One hundred.
Second count: Two thousand.
Then to the three million or the five teras.
:D

Maths, maths!
Speechless for that paper.
Dont know if I should cry, laugh or smile.
As the chinese saying goes: " ku xiao bu de". (:
As for english, its japanese bombing at the Hiroshima by Honshu again.
._.
Plus the weather was sooooooo warm.
Kept squiggling in my seat.
:/
Okay.

After that had Chem Rememdial.
Then went to mac.
And was supposed to go to library to revise and memorise Chem.
But in the end we kept laughing and played with the Periodic table.
:D
Saw and talked about unique and different things !
;D
So funny.
Its been so long since I laghed so much.

Hmmm.
And it was time to go home.
:]
So I guess it will be a lot easier to absorb, understand and memorise everything in later on.
After my show.
Naturally.

Uh...
Realised that at the end of the day, studies do matter of course.
But what makes everything looks so positive and makes people feel different is laughter.
:D
Brightens up my dayyyy.
And plus, when im happy I can know and memorise more at one go.

OOOhhhh.
Going to see a doc later on.
Asking for an injection too.
Haha, maybe he will ask me if I want to meet his son again.
-.-
Old tricks le, doc low!
:D

Havent seen him in a long time, wonder how old he got now.
;)

Ohhhh.
The muttons will be back from LA today, wonder how many bucks have they lost, and how fat have they gotten?
:D
Teehee, Tuning in to their podcast later on will definitely make my dayyyy.
:D

Today took bus to int.
When was about to tap card, then realised someting white beside me.
And I realised it was amos. o.o
Then there's nothing to talk, Basically because I dont talk much in the morning and that the bus was so peaceful and silent and i can almost hear the ticking of the watch.
o.o

Opened one popup add just now.
And there, printed boldly and bigbigbigbig sized, was a question:
How many balls are there?
-.-

Oh yehhh.
Me, meg and casing prepared lots of questions to ask Kumar this coming DnT lesson.
:D
Teehahahaha.
;]

Cant stop laughing.
Alright.
Im in the mood for everything and anything now.
Going to charge my handphone.
Then take a quick bath.
And go to the doc's at 8pm sharp after my show.
Deceptions!
(:

Bringing my chem book along to the docs too.
Bet the queue will take quite a while to clear.
Hope pop is home by then to take me to the doc.
:]
Yesterday refused to eat the medicine.
Then pop scolded me stubborn.
:D
You bet i am.
Hahahaha.

So now the only pressing problems i have is the DnT research[ cheerios!] , common test and the egg and chicken problem.
But personally in my perspective, I think that it is the Chicken that comes first.
The first ever chickens created just like humans are.
hey, it rhymes. :]
Then there's the problem all over again.
Haha!
Lets just hope I dont dream of the egg and chicken problem and keep repeating it in my dream.
God.
That would suck.
._.
Alright.
There's Co tomorrow. :D
Haha.

Okay, bye people.
[p.s: saw a guy with three medium sized beads binding his little goatee or beard together. THAT, was one of the highlights for today! It was so funny Boss laughed until she sounded as if she was burping. :D]

OKAY.
I musnt sidetrack anymore.
OH NO.
Look at the time!
Spent half an hour just now plainly admiring Taeyang's dance.
Made a resolution.
Must Know his dance steps by next month!
:D
Okay, BYE.
:DDDDDD

2010-02-19T21:59:00.000-08:00

Hello people.
Im officially sick.
Numb to everything, and im so slow when doing things.
I want to get into the AEM course.
Went to eat sakae with siuhui.
Burnt my hand with hot scalding water.
My left hand is quite badly burnt, the water went all over it.
But its okay for now, I guess.
(:

After sakae, saw benjamin, jamien and jiahoe outside causeway point.
Haha. Took a picture of them.
Posting them next time.
Going for injection tomorrow.
See a doc.

Instructor said something to us on Thursday.

And suddenly, im so worried for the current Sec 2s.
Wonder if co will collapse under their hands?
Or at least, my section.
No promosing talents.
And they are too relaxed.
Anyway.

Its not my problem anymore.
Im stepping down soon.
Not intending to go for the second SYF.
Retiring officially after the Aethetic night, haha.
:)

Will miss shit one the originals and the others next year.
Going to work very hard starting from now.
Dont want to get into Na stream, haha.
(:

And I agree with what Mr Lee said.
People would want to be friends with you when you are very good with all the subjects and are talented.
Who wants to talk to an idiot?
Figures.
Nobody.

So yep.
Nowadays, people would only be close to you on the terms of friendship.
But in fact, who can fathom what they think?
Much or less, they are only trying to get close to you, absorb all your knowledge, and then kick you aside.
Ha.
Materialistic society.
This, is what i learnt these few weeks in school.

Do not ever trust anyone.
not even one percent.
They will try to gain your trust, and in the end make sure you will fall behind them.
That's how cruel they are.
Friendship?
Who cares.
At this age there's no such word in my vocabulary anymore.
I do not know the definition of friendship or the what nots.

All people, are selfish, proud and useless persons.
Having attitude problems makes them look like a loser even more.
Realised, even if i DIED right in front of their eyes, nobody would even notice.
Maybe they would, maybe they would just step over my dead body.
Yeah.
That's how cruel they are.

Examples?
Ha.
I think they will know it themselves.
All those so called close friends.
They are the ones.
All. Except for megan.
Thanks for telling me the truth.
I really appreciated it. (:
And giving me advice on what to do regarding certain matters.
the others, well.
Wait and see.
I'll bet that they will be sucking up to me IF i get good grades.
If i dont?
They will give me the sickening look and pretend not to know me.
Thats who they are.
I realised. (:

Alright.
Bigbang has started their Electric rock tour!
:D

Wish them all the best.
Haha.
Okay.
Goodbye people.

2010-02-17T06:33:00.000-08:00

Hello people.
Common Test is coming soon.

Talked to Megan.
Today something happened.
And that person knows it.
That person, made me wait such a long time.
And I was even worried that THAT particular person overslept.
So I tried means and ways to get through to her.
Calls, messages.
Nothing.

Reached school, and first thing i saw that person holding was HANDPHONE.
Couldnt that person have replied me?

I know Im not myself anymore.
I know , I know EVERYTHING.
I know what people's views are about me.
I know what wrongs I did.
But its too late.
And since I knew you guys for so long, why couldnt you have told me the truth straightaway and make me turn back to the right track again?
But what i HATE most is deceptions and lies.
Yet, sad to say, everyone puts on a mask before my very own eyes, and I witness them staging a play for me.

At first, sure, I trusted the characters.
But soon everything changed.
That unhealable wound seems healed, but its not.
Its a bottomless pit.
A deep wound that cant be healed forever.
Whenever I am starting, or tried to put everything out of my mind, and my head is almost cleared, people will mention that taboo word.
Yes.
And it bleeds even more.

Sometimes, Its so hard, that I cant do anything right.
If there is such a thing called peace of MIND, I would really like to have some of it.
Even if it is just for one second, a fraction of a second.

Time heals everything.
But, how much more time do i need to forget the things that happened?

Tomorrow, I will start from the very beginning.
I will be very still, very quiet.
And keep everything to myself.
I will be emotionless.
And be a neutral person.
I dont know what to do anymore, so maybe that's the best way to regain my coolness.
Who knows, maybe one day I will be good enough to leave the audience and join back the play?

No matter how hard it bleeds, I would have to act like nothing happened.
(:
From now on, I will never be in a fight with anyone again.
I wont.
If they want to pick a fight with me, I will smile, and walk away.
Even if they raise their voices at me, i will smile, and walk away.
I will take back all my trust on people, and judge them with new eyes again.
Hopefully, one day, I can really get out of this constant hell.
And regain peace, with my healed wound. (:

Alright.
I still have co tomorrow.
WOOHOO.
:D
My seniors, at least, are some thing worth looking forward to.
Haha, cant wait to see Sarah's worksheet!
x]
Name: [date]
Date: Sarah SHIT

HAHAHAHAHA,
:D
THANK god she doesnt know my blog.
Else SHIT2 is going to get killed by SHIT tomorrow. (:
Okay.
Annyeongki haseyo.
(;

Goodnight.

GREAT D.A.Y

2010-02-13T01:56:00.000-08:00

H.E.L.L.O PEOPLE!
:D

GREAT DAY TODAY!
Bought an 8GB iTouch.
Had CNY performance yesterday.
HOOOO.
:D
CO was the last section of the performance.
When, FINALLY, i spotted megan and BOSS and th others at the other corner of the Hall.
._.
They kept doing an action to me, and I only figured out what it meant after they did it a few times.
THEY CALLED ME BOTAK!
-_-
Cuhs my hair was all pinned up since morning assembly.
:D
Had 2 periods of E Maths, then im GONE to break for half an hour and went to report to co room at 9.15 SHARP.
;P
Hahaha!
:D

And went to cwp later with zinc and siu mate.
Bought nail polish.
They bought black ones, I bought BROWN one. :D
And bought a crown sticker for my nails.
Not BAD. :D

BUT!
BUT
BUT!
There's still TONNES of homework waiting for me to complete.
._.
Have a FULL schedule starting from tomorrow!
:D
Tomorrow going to paternal side.
Monday, going to YiSuan's house and maybe after that go meg's house for party or something.
WEDNESDAY, Partay at JASMINE LIM'S HOUSE!
WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO.
:D
Oh yea.

Sad.
Kumar changed our PARTNERS!
:@
So I have to sit beside Eldon now.
I miss JASMINE LIM . ;C
-sniffs-

Ohhh.
Charging iTouchhhh till 12 mn today.
POO.
._.
My pop has dozed off on the sofa.
HAHA.
What a COOL pose he has!
:D
Left leg on the table.
Right leg straight on the floor.
Head resting on his left hand.
His left hand has a curled pose.
LOL.
Right hand went to the back of the sofa.
HAHAAHAHAHA.
:D
Bought a lot of stuffs from Metro yesterday and today.
o_o

Bought an airpot for 70+$, his clothes, my iTouch.
LOL.
Went to the basement just now.
Redeemed a chance for lucky draw, got an angpow packet[ cool one!], 5$delifrance voucher and a ROSE.
:D

Ate at pasta's just now.
The cheese were too sandy and cheesey.
Like Im eating sand. -_-
Went to Cold storage and Homefix.
LOL.
Then went home.
And SURPRISED my sleeping mom with the rose.
Told her, " Eh ma! Zhe ge rose gei ni, QING REN JIE KUAI LE!''
-She took it-
Then blah blah.
And then i said , " Hen mei right? Yi duo 10 kuai qian leh! "
And her, " OOO YOH."
O_O
HAHAHAHA.
And then i laughed so loudly.
Told her it was for FREE.
:D

oh well.
BYEBYE.
Going for my STEAMBOAT REUNION DINNER NOW!
:D

3E3'2010 LOVEEEEEED!
HAHAHAHA.
:D
WGSCO, LOVEEEEEED!
:D
TEACHERS, LOVEEEEEED!
I have CUTE teachers this year.
xD
2E3'09, LOVEEEED TOOO!
:DDDDD
HAHAHAHA.

okayokay.
Byebye!
S.T.E.A.M.B.O.A.T

2010-02-01T05:00:00.000-08:00

ITS FUNFAIR DAY TOMORROW!
:D

Hope it cuts into cca time.
:D
NOT going to bring instrument home.
Maybe, going home with MUHANNNN and ZIYANNN. :D
There's E maths test tomorrow.
OMO.
._.

Tomorrow then revise finish everything. :]
Old injury acted up randomly at unexpected times , but overall its okay.
(:

Glad to know that Youngbae's Fall In Love song ft. Thelma Ayoma or something, TOPPED THE CHART.
:D
-CLAPS-

Felt more lightheaded today.
Ever since I sorted out everything.
:]
Getting back into focus today.
Quite a positive day it is today too.
Not bad.
(:

WHAT THE BLEH!
Haha, random.
JOASH UNCLE!
YOU GET WELL SOON YEA.
Invent a dam device inside your throat to stop all the floods.
HAHA.
:D

Grammy AWARD 2010!
Taylor swift's Today was a fairytale is NICE.
Highly reccommended.
(:

Song of the week: Sorry Sorry (I suppose)
Haha
:D

Blah blah blah is airing on 987 FM now. (:

It is time that I moved on in my life.
Maybe, you are just a more imprinted print in my life along the way.
Maybe, we werent even supposed to be carrying on like that when I first realised the problems recurring oftenly.
And now I realise, that there are no more medication to heal anything.
It is best that we dont communicate anymore.
Time for me to move on in life.
A fresh chapter in my life.
Everything would be locked tidily and not to be mentioned in the future.
Im sure, that you have your friends along the way too.
But I realise that we dont click.
Today, shall be the last day that I ever mention of you.
I've made up my mind, and i know what i am doing.
Goodbye, seven years of friendship.
Everything shall end here, today.
(;
By 12 am, everything would be tidied and I would start a new chapter of my life tomorrow.
Even if there's mourning to be done, I wont allow it.
Take care and move on in life.
Im sure there are many others out there waiting to embrace you.
Im not suited to be with you, not anymore.
If you think that you have found comfort in your austria guy, then I have nothing to say.

Whatever happens in the future, I wish you all the best.
You told me to remember?
I remember EVERY SINGLE THING.
I've done a lot of reflections, and I have done a lot of comparisons or thinking of everything.
On how to solve this mess.
How to clean away this permanent spot.
But sad to say.

I dont think I can bear to continue with where I left off.
There's still a bright future for you.
And even if you cry there will be people comforting you.
Im positive, that Im not the best one for you in this life.
There will be more suitable for you.
I shall end here.
Kamsah Hamnida.

Alright people!
:D
Im going to watch Tv right now.
Annyeong. (:

2010-01-25T03:00:00.000-08:00

Hey guys.
Im back for another post.
Hmm.

Whats up?
Here's whats up recently in my life.

It isnt THAT boring anymore, as you can SEE.
:D

Oh well anyway I was just telling you that ReCENTLY, my DnT lessons were turning into a..... rock creative studio?

There's beatboxing, rapping, dancing, speakers blasting songs, and whatever you want, name it and WE have it!

WE also do sing a song, I gotta feeling.
Here goes how:
Asyraf& boys: I gotta feeling,

whole class: WOOHOO~

So yea, Those interested to join please notify us and pay a sum of joining fee to enter!
You would get a cool inflatable plastic folder pillow, YES.
Its blown by the H and A's respectively.
You would also get to have mr K, watching you.
From... Somewhere?

SO, for all these privileges, its only a fee for 99.99$ (USUAL PRICE)?
NO.
For 88.88?
NO.
For only, 77.77?
OR, for ONLY, 66.66?

NO.!
The discounted, special offer is........
A shocking small sum of only, ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS!

Isnt that great?
Are you salivating now?
WAIT.
Save your saliva, go GREEN.
Are you going "awwwww man... that's so cheap bro?"
If you are, then feel free to join us TODAY! :D
Thank you. Its the end of this advertisement.
:D

And people, for entertainment, please stay tuned to 987FM at 8pm, for Muttons to midnight if you are bored!
Nah, I was just kidding.

And for you information, the above advertisements does not EXIST.
:D

This is deejay clarifice,
Signing off.
:D

2010-01-11T05:14:00.000-08:00

Annyeonghaseyo. :]
Its the starting of the second week in school.
O levels results were out today.
And after schooI I personally suggested to go down to the hall to find my caring seniors.
First one saw , SM. ._.
Second, michelle, then huhu.
:]

Although I dont know what to say then, but I just wanted to tell them to cheer up.
._.
Maybe, that's what we will get too next year?

And I want them to know that, how hard they fall, the more stronger they become.
Thats also the theory my conductor practices about!
Its real though.
In my heart they will always, ALWAYS, be my dearest seniors.
:]
Uniquely special, caring for us juniors in almost every possible way.
I dont even think i am that good a senior sometimes.

And there's the chongpang cc thing.
Dont know if I can cope with it though.
Maybe, after this chongpang and the aesthetics night performance.
I wont be taking part in any more performances or competitions.

And Im determined that, even if I get selected for SYF 2011, I will reject the chance to do so.
:]
I dont think i can cope with everything now.
._.
Stressful!

Sometimes I just wish this frigging school will be burnt down to ASHES and dissappear from my sight.
-POOFE-

TODAY IS UNCLE'S BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUSHU! :D
S.M.I.L.E
HAHAHA

Almost started falling asleep today.
Soooooooo tired.
There's still a few un-completed homework yet.

Maybe and hopefully, that after this post I will feel more calm?
I dont know.
._.
Those Taurus and Libra signs people are recently so cold to me you know.
Thats why, the saying of, Depending on yourself is better than depending or trusting others too much.
Sometimes you would have periods of cold realisations, where you seem to suddenly wake up from a cold iced shower and you can hear, see, smell, sense, taste, predict, and whatever else accurately.

I've been too nervy nowadays.
Starting to notice the symptoms of not being able to catch up!
.-.

Its really hard to find a friend who knows EXACTLY what you feel, think or smth.
._.
And its hard to survive alone sometimes.
You will feel so left out, so.. Cold.
And Im sick of that everything.
I have experienced enough bad memories for more than one lifetime.
Sigh.
Today almost cried out.
._.

Too much pressure in school.
I cant cope with everything.
And my juniors arent even showing signs of hardworking.
All just, practically slacking there and wasting their sec two lives away.
If they are even good enough, I can rest my mind and continue to further with my studies.
._.
But apparently, they CANT.
And I BET 100%, that the sec ones this year are going to be BETTER than those sec twos!

They treat us seniors like slaves, asking us to teach them, write fingerings for them, and whatever.
When are they going to realise that it is going to be a heavy burden for us if they dont wake up soon enough?

Im so dissappointed in them.
Really.
And everytime that there is a sectional or extra practice, alot of people didnt even turn up for the practices.
Only turns up for the actual performance or smth.
And tell me , are they geniuses or WHAT?
Cant they just obediently do what we say?

Yea, they will just cry in front of mr lee and do nothing else, no improvements whatsoever.
I really dont think I should continue staying here.
My focus is starting to drift away, for APPARENT reasons.
Seriously, cant stand it anymore.
Why is it that always a few only turns up for the practice!

Yea, really cried a bit today.
Thanks yisuan jie for comforting me.
At least I will know that you will always be there for me . :]
But still.
Not a lot of people can be trusted nowadays.
Even kimchi, is starting to drift away from me.
Maybe ..
I often wonder, maybe will this be the last year of my relationship wih her?
Is it going to break soon?
I seriously dont know.

Okay.
Bought a golden headphones for $38 today .
-BLING BLING-
:D
Sigh.

Im still depressed.
And I would hereby say a formal SORRY , my apologies to anyone that I have or will be going to be rude to nowadays.
._.
There's always, CO practice, from monday to thursday.
This has happened since the first week of school, FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.

And yet, we are the WORST section in the whole big co , because?
Because we stay back the most and stay until the latest?
Is that what it is about?

Maybe, I dont know when, but maybe when I cant cope with things anymore, I will just have to give up on my worthless section.

Yes, after working all that hard work, I would still have to give up.
Who knows what we will get for th SYF next year.
Without us these seniors to carry on the heavy burden, will they be able to cope?
I dont know and i dont wish to know.
So yea.

Bye.
Bye.

ONCE AGAIN.
HAPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, UNCLE SHUSHU!
:D
byebye

2010-01-05T05:35:00.000-08:00

2010.
HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Hey people.
:D
Today is the second day of the re-opening of the school.
Tied tie today.
Dar helped me tie abit, meg and 'suan too! :D

Tiring days.
Had first lessons today.
And Im going to have a Physics test, mass run, and E maths homework tomorrow.
After school, going to have CCA again.

Today took the bus with Zinc, and the uncle suddenly BRAKED.
And yes, I was standing with my physics book, chem book and e maths book and my plastic hard cover file in my left hand, and the other holding the pole and the instrument casing at the same time.
So yea, I pretty much FLEW -flies, weeeeee!- to zinc. -.-

And she crushed into another person beside as well at the same time. ._.
:D

Alright.
Im getting tired.
So byebye!

HWAITING! :D

2010-01-01T03:30:00.000-08:00

ANNEONG.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Today is my mom's birthday.
:]

Went to cwp early in the morning with carbonMORON.
:D
Did maths.
FINALLY!

MORON LOST HER CHOPPER TODAY.
D:
Ate mac for breakfast.
Then went to civic's mac.
carbon bought an EXTREMELY LARGE cup of Lemon Tea!
In the end we sort of kept going to the toilet.

Watched 'Gao Za Le' by Xiao Gui on youtube with carbon's laptop!
so funny.
:D
HIGHLY RECCOMMENDED!
Weeeeee~

Recently weiyin's been very busy.
._.
Busy to the point that she doesnt even say a formal 'Hello' to me.
As for the bye?
She just says 'I gtg, BYE.'
And just goes offline like that.
I didnt even get the chance to say goodbye to her.

I know, sometimes im being over-sensitive [like twin! :D] .
But still.
After knowing each other for 6-7 years.
I still cant figure out why she can be so....so..... SO unconcerned ?
Sigh.

Going t MCO tomorrow.
Then swimming after that.
:D

FUCK.
MY FUCKING FATHER DID SOMETHING IRRITATING.
SHIT HIM.

going to post taeyang's pics tomorrow then.
BYE./

2009-12-29T04:29:00.000-08:00

Hello people.
._.
went to Co today.
Tired.

Cooking mushroom potage soup later on.

Its so boring nowadays.
Nobody is online.
Nobody is talking to me.
And school is just re-opening in a few days time.
Nobody is going to countdown with me. ._.
Either due to parents or family gatherings.
._.
Sighhhh.

Mapling to pass time now.
(:
That's why, I cant even trust people.
._.
Sigh.
So, conclusion of this lesson : NOT to trust people entirely. Even if you do, be careful about it and dont place too much trust on them in case you get hurt.
And when you do, there's forever going to be a scar there even after healing. Seriously. Like what Edward in twilight said. ._.
Sigh.
There's going to be a scar and its really not gnna heal for like, FOREVER.
Maybe, it'll heal when you are about to die?
I dunno.
._.

Okay.
Nothing much to talk about today.
SIGH.
The L part in my score got cut off to 50% version.
And its going to take me ages to get the beats and notes right again.
Huh.
Great.
Additional pressure. ._.
Like its what I need now.
But whatever.
Going to post pic again.
I feel so happy just seeing his face.
:D

Yep.
That's his dog, BOSS.
Cutie isnt it?
:]
He has pretty good taste. :D
Dont think anyone else could imitate th angle off how he wears his hat.
Its hard. ._.

Okay.
GTG.
Im feeling positive now. :D
This pic does do miracles!
(:
Bye.

2009-12-28T00:04:00.000-08:00

HEY. :D
new year is coming!
:D

There's a few awesome countdown locations on 31Dec.
:D
Saw a picture yesterday.
He's so, so, so, unresistably, absoeffinglutely CUTE. :D

TADA.
-Twists-
-WINK-

Awwwww..
Aint that cute?
:D
HAHAHAHA.

Watched The Promise yesterday.
It was kind of... SHORT.
But in another kind of way?
Nice.

Before that, watched Step Up at channel 5.
It wa COOL.
That guy, Tyler?
He's BIG.
But he's HOT too.
:D

Tao hua xiao mei is still not up on yt yet. ._.
Woo.
Kimi's online.
:D

Im going to pray that I dont get killed by the extreme timetables and ccas and military training at th suckish school for the next two years.
Seriously.
._.

Okay.
Nothing much to post.
Cuhs my mood is back to normal again.
Not that hyper.
Not sad.
Not extreme.
Not feeling violent or anything.
So thats a good sign?
:]

BYE PEOPLE.
Im still looking for the price of one plate of ice cream spaghetti.
Sooooo Going to get that one day!
From that italiano restaurant.
Yummm.
:D
Maybe I'll get one after O -levels?
Or after I saved 20kSGD$ after working in starbucks for two years in the future. ._.
Nawhhh.
Just kidding.
:p

ANNYEONG.

2009-12-27T02:16:00.000-08:00

HEY ALL.
:D
Step up's showing right now!
So, keeping my post short.
(:

Went to Orchard with a secret person yesterday.
(;
SECRET!
Hahaha.

Saw weiyin there!
With her momo and sis.
Went over to say HI t her.
:D

Uh.
Went to kinokuniya.
And then to the shop just one level above kino.
That shop still sells MUSIC BOXES!
One for 14.90$ each.
._.
Almost got one, but of cuhs.
Didnt. (;

Pretty much after all those hectic window shopping, went out of Taka. [At Last!]
:3
The night lights are soooo soooo soooo NICE.
:D

Esp the xmas trees!
Saw a cute handsome eurasian guy at the pub when we're walking.
:D
But sadly, he's taken. -.-

And we walked around the streets, listened to acapella, etc.
Oooh.
There was one part where a band [yes! with drumset, double deck electric piano keyboard and stuff] sang umbrella, accoustic version.
LOL.
(:

Kay.
STEP UP!!!!!!

Last but not least.
Saw a Blonde handome, sute guy in black . :D
Near ION there.
And Siuhui was, practically gawking. -.-
-no offence-
:D

Okay.
gtg.
BYEEEE

2009-12-24T02:02:00.000-08:00

HEY. :D

Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2: The Squeakquel today!
:D
Watched with Kellyn stead, Liwen, Siuhui and Zijin. :D
So FUNNY!
:DD

And, countdown to christmas.
ONE MORE DAY TO GO.
HAHA.
:D
My momo just gave me a pig.
o_o

I mean, as in a keychain form.
LOL.

(:
Nothing to type now.
Byebye.
:D

2009-12-22T22:41:00.000-08:00

Heyya there.
Watched Guiness world record just now.
And saw a BRILLIANTE grey parrot talking and understanding our language!
According to his own biologist, Alex has th intelligence of a 6 year old kiddo.
:D
COOL.

Now there's this other bird, although they look extremely alike, but still.
THIS BIRD CAN BEAT-BOX!
Cool.
:D

Watch it if you can.

Its an absoeffinglutely cool and cute parrot!
Now there's this other one.
The alex guy that i was talking about.

Then there's this Parrot called Einstein.
She practically, dumbfounded the audience and the host as well.
:D

and this.

Although its pretty much the same.
But.
Its cool.
:D

Skunks?
-Stinkers-
Spaceships?
-beoobeooobeoo-
HAHAHA.
:D

Thats all folks.
Buh-byeeee.
HAHAHA.
:D

2009-12-22T01:56:00.000-08:00

AnNyeong.
(:
CHRISTMAS IS IN THREE DAYS TIME!
Going out on a date with siuhui at night on 26dec.
:D

Ytd was meg's christmas party.
o_o
Mostly it was just playing Band Hero and watching Zombieland and chatting.
:]
Thursday, going to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks with Kellyn, Siuhui, Zinc and me.
Those interested on going, give me a call on that day [or just a msg will do] and tag along!
(:

There's still christmas presents.
._.
-BROKE-

Hopefully on 25DECEMBER, CHRISTMAS DAY!
Will be able to go to cousin's house and ask her t teach me piano.
:P

OH.
Bought Coco Crunch today.
It came with a spongebob taggyyy.
:D
C-U-T-E!

Uhhh.
Recently as i can see that kimchi is back into Rydah again.
Sigh.
WHATS SO GOOD ABOUT THAT FUCKING GAME.
I HATE that game uh.
>:@

Once she gets into that game.
It will take like, FOREVER to quit it.
Sigh.
.____.
Oh well.

I might as well just enjoy th remaining last few days of the holidays before going back t school and start my living HELL.
TWO YEARS.
Can you even imagine?

HELL FOR TWO YEARS.
I cant even die.
Much as I want to.
;(

Received many presents ytd, too.
:]
THANKS!

And I felt so bad that I didnt prepare many presents in return.
Awhhh.. :/

Missed CO camp.
LOL.
Had diarrhoea today.
Sore throat.
BUMMER !
D:

Still feeling all weird right now.
Guess im having soup for dinner tonight.
;/

Wonder how Im going t get through the remaining last two years.
In that FREAKING helluva shit school.
Its not even a school.
Its WORST than the army.
I mean.

WHERE ON EARTH can anybody else find such small gas kinda ********?
Not really.
But theres a few.
ew.

And that FREAKING helluva WHORE is getting on my nerves too.
Even finds smth t scold me when she ons the FREAKING KITCHEN LIGHT.
DAMN.
:@

Okay.
I wont get pissed by that PERSON again.
-.-

BARISTA!
:D
Thats the only thing that colours my day.
^ ^

And Im going t cook my own mushroom potage soup later on.
:D
No more cream of mushroom.
-.-
And I realised ytd that I have a flair for wrapping presents.
:D

But of course.
Provided that the person who receives it will know how to appreciate it.
~_~

LOL.
Im getting more and more crappy by th min.
Signing off then.
ANNYEONG.
:D

-THREE MORE DAYS-
fa la la la la la la la ,
la la la la la.
la la la la.
HOHOHO, MERRY CHRISTMAS!
:D

2009-12-20T03:34:00.000-08:00

DONG YEONGBAE FACTS!

- His favorite nickname is 흑인 (African American)

- His most memorable fan sign: Bachelor YoungBae

- His clothing size is Medium.

- His hat size is 7 1/4.

- Became ‘interested’ in music after hearing Brian McKnight’s first album when he was little.

- He can make ramyun.

- Once when he was younger, he had a nightmare of a unicorn riding on his mom and flying.

- When asked what love is when he was younger(2002), he answered ‘diarrhea’.

- He talks in his sleep.

- Known as the stingiest member, when Big Bang get presents from fans they put them in a certain place, but Taeyang forgets and takes it all into his room.

- Likes Daesung’s bright and happy smile, some people say his own smile has some sadness.

- He has never had a girl friend before.

- Known to be extremely shy and nervous around girls, has become better but still unable to speak or look at them.

- First kiss was : “Last September(2006) when we had our 2nd single out, at the music video set. The girl was the actress Lee Suh Ra. A little bit but many times. What? I couldn’t help it!” He texted his the other Big Bang members soon after with “HYUNGS IM DEAD!” (them: what happened?)’I KISSED THE GIRL!!’

- He is registered on Se7en’s fan cafe.

- Has his mom as #1 speed dial.

- Had watched Seungri on Battle ShinHwa shoe before meeting him.

- Dislikes when people make face judgements about them.

- Picked Daesung as the member he would date if he was a girl.

- Says if he weren’t a music artist, he’d be a Gag Man.

- His biggest conflict with GD was during trainee years and it was over a basketball game where he even grabbed GD by the collar because he was so mad.

- He is most confident with his eyebrows.

- Chooses love over work.

- One of his favorite songs is ‘Frankie J - Don’t Wanna Try’.

- Thinks it’s awkward when the two Seung Hyuns are left together.

- Answered to if he crushed on a girl in his fan group, that he would give her his hand.

- His favorite artists include Boyz II Men.

- At Karaoke he always sings Incomplete - Dru Hill

- He likes a generous, hard working type of girl.

-Young Bae’s favorite movie is “If Only” (starring Jennifer Love Hewitt) [Teleconcert]

- Always carries his ipod, bible, and English vocab cards in his backpack and sometimes energy drinks.

General

- Took part in JinuSean’s MV ‘Ayo’ because he wanted to debut as a dance singer like his idol, Yoo SeungJun and H.O.T.

- He decided to become a rapper after meeting JinuSean.

- He acted a small part in the movie ‘Besame Mucho’. [watch]

- His best grade/ranking while in school: in middle school was ranked 10th. But one time during high school got a 30 [out of 100] on a math test.

- He wants to become a world wide artist.

- He wants to some day be the lead in a melodrama drama.

- His prized possession is a piano that his mom bought for him when he was young. His dream was to become a pianist, and his mom bought it for him after a lot of thought and consideration

- He went from rapper in GDYB to lead vocalist/singer in Big Bang.

- He wants to do a duet with Lee Soon.

- He relieves stress by listening to music.

- Proud of himself when he sings and dances with eagerness.

- Feels touched knowing that people spend that much effort making placards and fanletters for him.

- Young Bae’s grandfather shown in his docu episode, passed away Sept. 16, 2006 (the day after the showcase) of a car accident. His grandfather who always wanted to see YB on tv, passed away before that could happen and since then, YB works and performs for the glory of his grandfather.

- YoungBae wrote the lyrics for “Goodbye Baby” [Discography/Album]

- YoungBae made a “cameo” in Se7en’s All Night MV [BB Documentary & Se7en’s MV]

- The youngest person to have his gallery at DC Inside

—- DCYB is the first gallery of a member of an idol group

—- The first person to have a gallery after his name in YG Entertainment

—- The 2nd Male singer gallery (after Lee Seung Hwan)

Credit To: AlwaysTaeYang, Vipforever, Ygeshop,7REAL @ soompi & vipbigbang_info.livejournal.com , bigbangnyuh@YGBB.NET (profile translations), ygbigbang.com, YGBIGBANG CAFE, bigbangpop (Thai-VIPs @ popcornfor2.com), ygbounce.com, theREALiVIPSUBS, melodygreenleaf, gyang, omgfangirl@LJ, V.I.P @ YGBB.NET, VIP @ Soompi, Jess @ YGBB.NET, bigbang_media@LJ, cyworld

2009-12-17T02:12:00.000-08:00

An nyeong. (:

Ytd or the previous day before, went t weiyin's house.
LOL.
Her mom bought Egg/ Crabmeat/ Pickles -nose crumples up-/ CHEESE -YUM- sushis for me!
It was nice.
Especially th cheese flavoured.
(:

Ytd went t meg's house with Carbon.
LOL.
Sung taylor swift's songs.
:D
And maybe its due t th long waiting t play BH.
Once I got hold of the guitar felt tired alr.
And, I forgot t bring th wrapping papers. -.-

Carbon pierced Helix on her right ear before going t meg's house!
:D
Hahahaha.
Went t cut our hair aft meg's house.
And OH MY.
My hair is SO short.
My layers and V-shaped with NICE up&down hair is GONE.
Now, it looks like a hair that belongs t an untidy aunty.
You get th idea.
OMG.
Even when i tie my hair i cant see the layer!
SIGH.

I swear, next time im going back t the very very very very very expensive salon shop t cut.
._.
Near Kellyn's house there.
omg.
I shouldnt have cut my hair ytd. -.-

And great.
My father said my hair when compared t a ROOSTER -Z- , the rooster has more hair than me.
F3
What kinda father compares his child t a ROOSTER?!
Yea.
Mine.
F3

Okay.
Gtg.
Learning wedding dress on piano.
:D
Its easy but its hard t me.
.-----------.

And Im watching Coffee Prince too.
:D
Coffee!
Hohoho.
Doing on bannedstory as well.
-.-
Taeyang~~~~ :D

OhOh.
Bon voyage and HWAITING! to daniel's piano -oooooh~- perf and his korea visit. :]

Okay.
That's all for today I suppose.
BYEBYEBYE.

HWAITING!
:D
AnNyeong.
(:

2009-12-14T04:54:00.000-08:00

TADA.

AnNeong people.
:D
Went out with siuhui today.
:D:D:D

Uhh.
Basically me and gramps were supposed t go t the library and do some stuffs and studying.
In the end there was not enough time and we're not really up to it.
So just walked around cwp.
And sad t say.
YES.
We walked till we had nowhere t walk.
-.-

And now.
Im listening t my mom laughing as she's watching tht ' bai wan da ge xin'.
Oh great.
Im listening t her Disgusting laughter.
And she's, PRACTICALLY, too engrossed in the show.
No wait.
She's IN the SHOW now.
Well.
Literally.
-.-

EW.
Suckish shows.
:(
Granny was warded in hospital a few days back again.
ward 48.
-.-

Today suppose she's back her home or smth.
Guess so.
And, GOD.
My father actually even asked me if I knew how t clean her holey wound.
By holey wound, Yes.
I mean.
-Fingers shaking-
By cleaning up her left side where there is a DIRECT hole PUNCHED to her lung all the way.
To suck out th reddish water in it.
And oh, my.
I could literally faint by just thinking of cleaning that.
imagine a HOLE on you.
-FAINTS-

Tomorrow going out with someone specialllll.
:D
I mentioned that in the last post i suppose.
._.

Guess Im going t get sick again.

Feel like im floating, despite my Size. -.-

And I got Sunburnt!
Imagine THAT.
POO. D;
My skin's colour, changed from almost white t dead-corpses' colour.
AHHHH.
I need t be dipped into a pool of BLEACH right now.
-.-
And my whole face.
Turned red.
:/
Red that people would think Im drunk. -.-
You get th idea.
And I only soaked in the pool for a few hours!
@#!#@%R&^%*^&(*&(
:/
And I feel sick nowadays.
Whenever it seems so.
My face would turn VERY WHITE.
Not even like I got sunburnt.
._.
WHAT THE HECK'S HAPPENED!
zzzz.
See my first pic.
It looks WHITE.
F3.
Aights.
Lets not discussh such things here.
:D

Oh no.
And that, that THING is happening again.
-.-
Cant I just CHOP off both my hands?
Okay maybe not.
Just chop off that pain-ness, if there's such a word.
:X
SUCKS.
Uh.
Okay.

So now , technically.
My mom is talking on the phone with her friend on her hp and discussing about that FRIGGIN' SHOW.
ZzZz.
-.-

Sighs.

BRONTE DAR!
Have a save trip!
Bon Voage!
Ti' Amo, SAranghaeyo, Je' Taime.
Take care of yourself and have fun over there.
^ ^
OhOh.

Remember my iPhone and handphone!
Haha!
Or just get me a laptop over there.
:D
Just kidding.
-.-
Okay.

Once again,
Have fun and buh-bye.
An nyeong. :D
x3's

[p.s: Next its going t be kellyn!]
BWAHA.
:D
And pls oh god.
Dont let me see DejaVu or any guy that's related t DejaVu again!
Kay.
BYE.
(:

2009-12-13T05:39:00.000-08:00

AnNyeong!
:D
Changed skin just now.
Had a hard time figuring out th cbox thing.
Um, just press Enter on the keyboard and the message will be sent automatically to the board below.
(:

Went swimming with Siuhui today!
:D
And man, there's a lot of people.
Some of theLifeguards that i know, like Uncle Alan etc, was on duty and ltr on Alan was COACHING in the same pool.
Luckily he didnt managed t recognise me.
:D

Now my specs and Back-To-School vouchers are with Siuhui.
Its a long story.
Haha!
(:
Just made an appointment just now.
And...
NOPE.

Its not with a dentist or whoever.
Its with a certain, special someONE.
:D

Okay and please dont get th wrong idea again .
By that someone, I was referring to Wong WeiYin, not a guy or sth.

:D

And, PISS ON MY HAND!
Its hurting like hell these few days.
:/
I might just die, one of these days, seriously.
F3
Okay wait.
Maybe not really piss on my hand.
Well, literally and technically.
(:

I think i got sunburnt.
F3
Oh.
Speaking of which we, as in ME and Siuhui, saw a kiddo today.
And, surprisingly, that kiddo looks EXACTLY, or somewhat like a kiddo version of candy.
-.-

Opened a blogshop again.
Today.
Yes.
:D

BUT!
Its going t be different.
We're selling those hard to find and highly demanded things from KOREA.
(:
Its also easier now too, seeing that I have a POSB card.
:D

But I dont have PayPal.
F3.
['o']
Uh.

I think that's all?
For today?
:]

AnNyeong!
:D

[p.s: Taeyang's loved.] (:
HWAITING!